Return...

I lived all those times
When all was just sand,
So empty of life, tears and rhymes...
All dark and so hidden! When was
No message to send
No matters, no filings, good actions or crimes!...

In those darkest nights my dreamland you knew
That my dreams are more, so much more.
I dreamed all the future long years before!
Plus, minus a few...
When time proved to be such a whore!...

I look now behind
And i see all dark!...
So, i take a book, refreshing my mind...
I open the hell and i find
An old, yellow mark,
Where i am described much older and blind!...

I've grown'd in the past and now i feel small!
Waiting my birth and to die!...
I drink all my milk and i learned to cry...
I learn'd how to fall,
To stop asking life, asking 'why?'...

I don't have a clue
How life now became
To have just one colour of tenderness blue!...
My dreams are now block'd and i start
To love clouds of rain!
The clouds where is written with hail, belldeblue... b